帮我番译篇英语.When I look back to the talking record last night,no

帮我番译篇英语.
When I look back to the talking record last night,now,I found that I was so angry and sad.That's feeling,I don't konw how to express by language,The more I think,The angerier I am.Because your words,I really care about what you say,if you want to hurt me,That's very easy,your a sentence or several words,which make me can't fall asleep enough.I am very afraid the answer you gave me,That's means you will leave away from me someday,sometimes,I worried you would leave me alone.
As we all konwn,what will the future to be,only the time can tell.but what I care about is no matter how I ask you,I don't hope you have other answer.I prefer you cheat me rather than you say that,at least,let me konw you thinking in this way,Do you konw?what you say that made me very hurt and feel ill.
I always think the future,just thinking,I would feel very happy,I hope the last one is you.If you ask me,I never think the other answers,even if I don't konw what would happen in the future,I would not give up easily,I would try all my best to keep it,I only have this direction,and I will make great efforts to go to the end ,I hope you too.
I dare not to talk this topic with you any more,I don't konw what's the surprised answer you will give me again,which make my heart very pain,please don't play joke with me in this topic,I don't have capital.I beg you that don't hurt me again,If you really care about me,I hope you don't think the other possible,just give me confidence,OK?
Don't lose it after you konw cherish

当我现在回想起我们昨晚的交谈,我才发觉到那时是那么的愤怒与悲伤.我不知道如何用语言来诠释那种感觉.思忖得越多,愤怒就越来越扩张.因为你的话语,因为我如此在意从你口中说出的东西.如果你希望伤害我,那真是易如反掌,你的一句话或者些许的词语已经足够让我失眠.你给我的答案让我惶惶不安,那预示着有一天你会离我而去,有时我怕你会丢下我一个人.
正像我们所知道的,未来会是怎样,只有时间可以证明.但是我所在意的是无论我如何问你,也不希望你给我别的答案.我宁愿你欺骗我也不愿意你说出那样的话,至少,让我知道你能象这样想.知道吗?让我感觉到伤害的就是你说出的那些.
我总是畅想着未来,只是想着,如此幸福,希望那最后一个人是你.如果你问我是怎样想,我永远也不会有别的答案,就算我不知道明天会发生什么事.我不会这么轻易地放弃,我会尽我所能地守护它.我只有这一条路,我会努力一直走到尽头,
我再也不敢跟你讨论这样的话题了,我不知道下一次你会再给我一个怎样令人震惊的答案,一个令我心碎的答案.求求你别再在这方面跟我看玩笑了,我真的没有资本.我乞求你别在伤害我了,如果你真的在乎我的话.我希望你别再想其他的可能性,只要给我信心就好,好吗?
不要失去了才知道珍惜（最后一句有点错吧）
真是令人心碎女孩的手笔,基本上可以算是做到信达雅了
顺便鄙视一下用翻译机器人的