英语翻译he said he regreted the things he'd done,he loved me and

英语翻译
he said he regreted the things he'd done,he loved me and wanted to come back,but I refused,it hurt so much to sacrifise what I give up,cuz I know deeply that I'm not the little girl before,my love ,sometimes I want to look at ur sleepy face and interesed in what's on ur mind.I want to be brave,straight into the dusty cat fur of ur eyes.It made ur blood freeze to have somebody look at u like that.He's hard to understand.His kind,his ways.
He finally said those to me,what I dreamt to hear everynight for nearly thousand times,to my surprise,I was not so happy as I thought before.Everything was holding it's breath inside me,but nothing was waiting to be exploded like Christmas,the result was lying infront of my eyes.Cant hold it back.I really wanted to be all new and shiny.I wanted to sit out bad with him at night,with arms around my neck.Is he real or my imagination playing games?It must be my fate cuz I just cant escape,the passion never dies before.But now,what he said to me,these images I can not see.
He asked me for a chance,a face to face talk,but I refused,not means I forget him,on contrary,all my hopes through my fears,all my dreams through my tears,he's a ghost form yesterday.Lonliness upaside,emptiness behind,where do I go?But he put a dart,throuth my dreams and through my heart,and I'm back where I started again,never thought it would last.I woke up that night,there were tears stains on my pillow,no matter how I cry,he'll never knows.Everything is hard to look back.Waiting for seven years,I got nothing,so many sleepless night,regretlessly,even one minite.
he regreted all the pains he left me,he'd treat u well.I do believe he'd grown up,like a man,not that boy at all,but not mine.I know the feelings of waiting,hard to say to everyone.
He's like a summer breeze comes and goes ,but somehow lingers on,cant set myself free,u r never really gone.
还有帮我看看有没有什么语句上什么之类的问题哦

他说他为他做的是感到后悔.他爱我,并且希望我回去,但我拒绝了,牺牲我放弃的很伤人心（这句不太清楚.）,我很清楚我不再是从前的那个小女孩了,亲爱的.有时我想看着你睡着的脸,想明白你的心思.我想变得勇敢,进入你眼中灰猫的皮毛（?）.有人这样看着你会让你你的血液凝结.他不明白.他的仁慈,他的方式.
他最终告诉了我那些我每晚想过数千次的话.但出乎意料,我并没有像想象的那样快乐.我心中的所有都屏住了呼吸,但没有什么等待着像圣诞一样爆炸,结果就在我的眼前,无法在重来.我想变得全新、闪耀.我想从床坐起,让他整晚拥着我.他是真的这般,还是这只是我的幻想?这一定是我的宿命,我无法逃脱,热情从未消失过.但现在,他所说的,还有那些我愿见的画面.
他想我乞求一次机会,一次面对面的谈话.但我拒绝了,这并不意味着我忘记了他,相反地,他是我恐惧中的所有希望、我泪水中的所有梦想.从昨日起,他就是一个幽冥.孤独就在眼前,空虚紧随其后,我该去向何方?他射出的箭,射穿了我的梦想和我的心.我又重新回到了开始的地方,一切不再继续.那晚我醒来,我的枕上沾满了泪痕,但无论我是否哭泣,他都不会知道.所有事都很难再回头.等待了七年,我却什么都没得到.无数个失眠的夜晚,我却从不后悔,哪怕只是一分钟.
他对给我的伤痛跟到后悔,他会好好对你.我相信他成熟了,变得像个真正的男人,而不再是那个男孩,但他却不再是我的男孩.我知道等待的滋味,难以告诉所有人.
他就像夏天的微风,来了又走了.但不知怎的,徘徊不前,我不再自由.你从来没有真正离开.
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