英语翻译When I do not want to have a shower,neither shame me nor

英语翻译
When I do not want to have a shower,neither shame me nor scold me…
Remember when I had to chase you with thousand excuses I invented,in order that you wanted to bath…
When you see my ignorance on new technologies… give me the necessary time and not look at me with your mocking smile…
I taught you how to do so many things… to eat good,to dress well… to confront life…
When at some moment I lose the memory or the thread of our conversation… let me have the necessary time to remember… and if I cannot do it,do not become nervous… as the most important thing is not my conversation but surely to be with you and to have you listening to me…
If ever I do not want to eat,do not force me.I know well when I need to and when not.
When my tired legs do not allow me walk...
… give me your hand… the same way I did when you gave your first steps.
And when someday I say to you that I do not want to live any more… that I want to die… do not get angry… some day you will understand…
Try to understand that my age is not lived but survived
Some day you will discover that,despite my mistakes,I always wanted the best thing for you and that I tried to prepare the way for you..
You must not feel sad,angry or impotent for seeing me near you.You must be next to me,try to understand me and to help me as I did it when you started living.
Help me to walk… help me to end my way with love and patience.I will pay you by a smile and by the immense love I have had always for you.

这应该是一篇年老的母亲写给孩子的信吧!写的很好,但我只能按句直接的翻译过来,其中的许多感情翻译不出来,你多读读多想想,就能领会.
当我不想淋浴时,不要以我为耻也不要责备我.知道吗,为了你能洗澡我不得不用千万个理由追逐你.
当你看见我忽略了新技术.给我必须的时间,不要带着嘲笑的表情看我.
我教你做许多事情,吃东西,穿衣服,面对生活.有时我忘了我们谈话的内容,给我点时间想想.如果我记不起来,别不安.最重要的不是我们谈话的内容而是确信和你在一起,你在听我说.
如果我不想吃东西,别强迫我.我很清楚我什么时候,需要什么时候不需要,什么时候我的老胳膊腿不能走动.
给我支持帮助,就像我曾经帮你迈开第一步一样.
有一天我对你说我活不长久了,我要死了.别生气,你迟早会明白的.
设想多活一段时间对我的年龄就是幸运.
有一天你会发现.即使我做错了事,我总是希望你顺利,我试图为你的未来铺路.
你不必感到悲伤,生气,无力照顾我.你一定在我身边,试着理解我,帮我就像我曾经为你做的.
搀扶我向前走,带着耐心和爱心陪着我着到生命结束.我将对你报以微笑和无与伦比的爱