英语翻译找出有没有语法错误,给我点建议是最好的!I love you ,the love between boys an

英语翻译
找出有没有语法错误,给我点建议是最好的!
I love you ,the love between boys and girls,the feeling is so hard and let me can't believe my self.I never feel like this before,I even don't have relationship with boys before,I swear .Perhaps I am so sensitive about emotion,that let me can't help myself.The result is how i suffer from my emotion,i want to chat with you everytime.I think about you every single time ,every single day since i know you .Wherever,whenever...When I went to hospital for my mom,I missed you,when I went to the supermarket ,I missed you ,when I was study ,I missed you .When I prepared for sleep,I missed you .
Can somebody teach me how to deal the problem I almost can't breathe then.
I don't know how you feeling about me,perhaps just ambiguous,yes?I know you are angry with me!But I am really suffer more than you~,I don't know what should I do then...I Don't Know.
"FOREVER" the word is so unreal to us ,yes,I once had promise that I am here for you forever ,but the my feeling has changed!I love you,I loved one boy on the computer,I don't treat you as my friend any more,every time I chat with you ,the sound from my heart is:I love you Rapheal,I want to let you know everything in my life,I want to share with you in every problem and happiness that happened.Can we meet one day?Can we hold on each other one day?Can we get married in future?OMG Am I stupid?I often think like this when we were chatting!
What we can do on the truth?The truth is we can't meet each other forever .
Dear,you have your life,and me too.I told myself like that ,but my mind still let me degenerate.
You are special to me,and I am happy that we me meet,but i don't know how could I carry on ...Can you give me some words?Anything is okay,Please give me some response.

修改如下：
1)and let me can't believe my self ==》can't believe myself.
2),that let me can't help myself.==》that I can't help holding.
3）The result is how i suffer from my emotion,i want to chat with you everytime.=》 Suffering from it,how i want to have a chat with you everytime.
4) I think about you every single time...=> I think of you every single second,every single day since i've known you .
5) when I was study ,=> when I was studing.
6) Can somebody teach me how to deal the problem I almost can't breathe then.=> Could anybody teach me how to deal with it?I can hardly breathe because of you.
7) I don't know how you feeling about me => how do you feel about me
8) But I am really suffer more than you~,=>but I'm suffering from it more than you are.
9) "FOREVER" the word is so unreal to us => the word "FOREVER" is ...
10) but the my feeling has changed!=> but my feeling changed!(或者has been changed)
11) I want to share with you in every problem and happiness that happened.=>I want to share every tears and joys with you.(that happened加了以后是要限定 只分享已经发生了的苦乐么?如果不仅仅分享过去,还分享现在和将来的,就不要加限定）
12) Can we hold on each other one day?=> Can we embrace each other one day?（hold on 停留,暂停?）
13) Am I stupid?=> Am I crazy?
14) and I am happy that we me meet,but i don't know how could I carry on => ...that we could meet,but .how could I move on