Maybe I should wait one year or tow or ten even I'm die

Maybe I should wait one year or tow or ten even I'm die Or maybe you should I’m not even upset,hurt ,or angry anymore which one should I choose?purdue or fordham? I'm not even upset,hurt,or angry anymore.I'm just tired.I'm Mabye,we should...I do't know...I just to wait or find...rea When have I read 100 books?----maybe two years or three year 英语翻译ONE WAY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER ONE WAYOne way,or another,I'm thank you ,maybe i should try to be myself,quiet or easygoin I must not waste one minute, or even one second 中文翻译 maybe i should say i'm I want to die,or sb