英语翻译hoping and wondering if you think of me asking myself do

英语翻译
hoping and wondering if you think of me asking myself does he exsist?does he even know who i am or does he even know my name is my mind playing games i feel like its a movie where i keep dreaming to where i keep waiting waiting for the day,you show up in my life i know im not going insane maybe its even deja vu cuhs i feel like,some how i know him and i do believe that dreams come true have i seen him before i know that wasn't the firs if it was why can't i stop wondering i can't be loosing it in my fantasies i have memories of you,can this really be true?i don't know/ but i really wanna figure it out whats his name/ is he real why am i suddenly having these thoughts/ now is it real?Just tell me who you are,Everytime i see your face at dark.i'm having more and more dreams,Please explain it to me.Waking up,i feel like im in a different world like im making fantasies,reality there he is/ looking straight at me what do i do/ what do i say somehow he just never goes away is it a sign of some kind what is he tryna tell me at that point im thinking this aint real.nah/ it's just make believe but then again my eyes are wide open maybe he'll explain who he is/ im hoping at least tell me why he keeps popping up in my head/ as i dream in my bed im tryna wake up/ get away from this confusion some how it keeps comin back i'm having more illusi** i don't know what to do now,am i suppose to just sit and wait,patiently letting time elaborate on whats going on then again maybe im just tripping!and nothing really was wrong Just tell me who you are,Everytime i see your face at dark.i'm having more and more dreams,Please explain it to me.Just tell me why your here ( why are you here ) is this suppose to be a sign ( if so,what kind ) Cuhs its been playin with my mind ( it's been playin with my mind ) i swear im seeing things,or am i ( am i ) Just tell me who you are,Everytime i see your face at dark.i'm having more and more dreams,Please explain it to me.Just tell me who you are,Everytime i see your face at dark.i'm having more and more dreams,Please explain it to me.

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