英语翻译朋友说,我是一个忧郁的孩子,眼睛里流露出的是淡淡的忧伤,眼睛里有一种不可抗拒的东西.我喜欢独自一人躺在绿茵茵的草

英语翻译
朋友说,我是一个忧郁的孩子,眼睛里流露出的是淡淡的忧伤,眼睛里有一种不可抗拒的东西.
我喜欢独自一人躺在绿茵茵的草地上看蓝蓝的天,白白的云.喜欢独自一人站在烟台上赏窗外的风景.
我不曾奢求过什么,从不曾奢求过什么.我不想过那种富丽堂皇的生活,只是想自己去乡下,过那种平静且具有生机的生活,好远离这个喧哗且有热闹的城市.
难道我是在逃避吗?开什么玩笑?
天下起了雨,是那种淅淅沥沥的小雨,街上的一切都朦胧在雨雾中,好像在《名侦探柯南》中被称为“雾都”的伦敦.
我喜欢这样的景象,突然间心血来潮,拉着丽我就往外冲.我们漫无目的的往前走.丽说：“要不,我们去游乐场转转?”我沉默应允.
虽说这时候天下着雨,可游乐场里孩子们的欢声笑语还是随处可听.“旋转木马,”丽问我.“不要,这种幼稚的游戏,我才不要坐.”不等我说完,丽便把我推了上去.我喊她,她却不上,只在下面看着我.
一圈一圈,我和丽之间却有永恒的距离.时间到了,我如释负重地冲了下来.
旋转木马是最残忍的游戏,彼此追逐却有永恒的距离.

I’m a sad child as my friends said, there’s always some sadness in my eyes or something unavailable.

I’d like to watch the light-blue sky and white clouds on the green lawn. Or appreciate the outside-view on the Yantai.

I was never ever pursuit of any luxuries. Without any eager to live with a rich life but only keen to lead a simple life in the country remount from the noisy city which is peaceful and vital.

I am a evading something? You are kidding!

Little rain are dropping that makes the street dim which seems like the fog city in Detective Conan.

I like this view, it hits me upon a sudden idea that I scratch up Li’s hand and run outside. We run aimlessly. Shall we have around to the amusement park? Li said.

Although it rained, the laughing between kids was echoing in the amusement park.
Why not go to the merry-go-round? Li ask me.
No, it childish! with an answer.
Without answers finished, she push me into it leaving herself alone. I ask her to come together but she was not and just looking up to watching me.

Round and round, something eternity distance between Li and me. I feel relax and come downwards when times up.

Merry-go-round is the most cruel in the world, there’s still a distance between us although keep on chasing.