英语翻译说句实话,其实你应该早就知道的,以前我是真的很喜欢你的,不过我也能感觉的到,你并不是很喜欢我,甚至你认为我是个坏

英语翻译
说句实话,其实你应该早就知道的,以前我是真的很喜欢你的,不过我也能感觉的到,你并不是很喜欢我,甚至你认为我是个坏女孩,是我太单纯了,我只是一简单的女孩,世上的事情就是那么奇怪,我爱的人不爱我,爱我的人我不爱,上个星期,我回绝了一个男孩子通过我的朋友对我的表白,而我,现在已经有点感觉到我和那个男孩一样的命运,呵呵
从第一次见面到现在,快一年了,以前我每天晚上几乎没有睡过塌实觉,半夜会醒来,脑子里全是你的影子,你说的每一句话,你的每一个笑容,每一个动作都印在我的脑海里,也许你会认为很夸张,你应该能感觉的出来,我这个人嘴很笨的,说不出来什么好听的话,平时话也不是很多,也许是我害羞,从我第一次见到你的时候开始,我个人不相信什么一见钟情,因为我觉得双方真正能相互了解是一个漫长的过程,而不是在一瞬间就能决定了的,我对希望的看法是越来越渺茫了,我不想这个样子了.
能够感觉的出来,喜欢你的人很多,没办法,呵呵,我没有很高的想法,让你做我的男朋友什么的,以前只是想你能够放开心怀,真诚的和我交往,我就已经很开心了,虽然现在还只是我一个人自说自话罢了,呵呵.
去年发生那样的事我很伤心,我太笨了既然自己怀孕五个月了还不知道,我从来没有遇到过这样的事,我很痛苦很伤心你说孩子不是你的,现在孩子没了,只能怪我傻,我后悔没把孩子留下来,你不该那样对我的,虽然现在过去了,但我永远不会忘记发生过的一切,我忘不了….

To be honest,you should have known that I loved you before.But I could really feel that you did not love me so much.What was more,I though you were a bad girl.I was too naive,I just fell in love with a girl.Things are just so strange,the one I love does not love me,and I do not love the one who loves me.Last week,I refused a boy's court through a friend of mine.And now,I feel that I have the same fate as that boy...
You know,it has been almost 1 year after our first met.I had never slept well before.I always woke up in the night and could never drive you out of my mind.Every word you said and all of your smiles and movements have been deeply kept in my mind.Maybe you would think that it is too exaggerated.You should know that I am not good at expression.I never said anything beautiful,or even I do not have much words.Maybe it is because I am so shy,ever since our first met.Personally I could not believe in falling in love at the first sight,because I think it takes a long time for understanding each other,instead of the feeling at the first sight.Now I feel more and more hopeless,and I do not want to be so.
I can feel that many girsl love you,but I can not do anything.I can never expect that you could be my boyfried,I just would like to see you have and take me sicerely as a friend.That is enough for me,although now it is only my expectation...
I feel so sad about what happened last year.I was so stupid that I did not realize anything after being pregenat for 5 months.I have never met anything like that.I felt so sorrow that you said the baby was not yours.Now the baby has been lost,the only reason is due to my stupid.I regret that I did not try to keep the baby.You should not treat me like that.Now although everything has passed,I would never forget what happened,never...