I want you to be beside me not behind me but right next to m

I want you to be beside me not behind me but right next to m My parents want me to be a doctor,but I'm not sure about you set me up to let me down,but still i want to be around.. Even if you do not care about me,but I want to say to you:"I 英语翻译I do not want to fight you,but you leave me no choice.字幕 I want to cry,but my pride told me not I want to rely on you always beside me to lead the way If you want to come back to me,I can be what has not happe If you do not want to be with me say you?I understand you ha My parents want me to play the piano every day .But I'm not gl If you want to turn around.I'm right behind you 啥意思? I really want you to be with me,but...这句什么