英语翻译I can not endure completely.Being member of me is able t

英语翻译
I can not endure completely.
Being member of me is able to have so big falsehood at one's side,unexpectedly.
I do not dare believe in at all ,I go to believe in even completely unwillingly.
My heart is trembling.
Ache very much ,ache very much,
The falsehood maker,is that I give a maximum the two people who trusts.
I regard him as my life uniqueness ,never doubt that to him.
I regard her as the good friend ,my very patient listening to she makes an explanation.
I give them maximal trust ,they give me the heaviest strike.
My tear stream does not come out.
I am spindle have lost.
The lining having lost ,losing in them falsehood leak from I.
Why I am turn to handle after all.
My sky!
Be all over dark clouds.
I decide to leave.
I decide to disappear.
I hate you ,I hate both of you
w:
I have been tired out.
I am thankful you very much.
But,sorry,
I can not continue walking down again with him.
He hurts me very deep.
The tear seeing his time ,our is only capable to do shedding down ceaselessly.
I am very weak.
But,remember my words
The active girl ,is will not to be cherished.
He does not know how to cherish me.
His attitude tell me,
He does not love me,
He had never spoken to me:"I love you "
I have cried,
Believe that this meeting is that weep ,the final once is.
He,she,I...
Ending~

我完全不能忍受.
谎言只针对身在事中的我让我措手不及.
我不敢相信的一切,在我去相信的,甚至完全不情愿.
我的心在颤抖.
心痛极了,心痛极了,
谎言制造者,就是两个我给予最大信任的人.
我视他为我的生命的唯一,从不怀疑他.
我视她为好朋友,我很有耐心听她解释.
我请他们最大信任,他们却给我的最沉重的打击.
我的泪流不出来.
我很主轴已经失去.
他们的谎言随着事情的败漏而被我揭穿.
因此我要亲自作出决定.
我的天空!
全部被乌云遮盖住.
我决定离开.
我决定消失.
我恨你,我恨你们两个!
w：
我太累了.
我很感谢你们.
但是,对不起,
我不能继续又一次地跟他走在一起.
他把我伤害得非常深刻.
流着泪看到他的时候,我们是唯一有能力这样做下来坚持不懈.
我很脆弱.
但是,请记住我的话
活跃的女孩,是不会被珍惜.
他不懂得珍惜我.
他的态度告诉我,
他不爱我,
他从来都没对我说过："我爱你"
我哭了,
相信,本次谈话是哭,我想是最后一次.
他,她,我..
没了〜